"Pasti. Pasti ada suatu titik di mana kamu akan merasakan kamu sendirian saat melakukan tanggung jawab yang berbeda dan tidak semua saudara-saudaramu di sini melaksanakannya. Tunggu saja."-Palupi-And so, what I feel a few hours ago is exactly what she told me earlier. It isn't because they don't help me (they help me a lot), it is because I have missed many moments with them. At that time, I really just want to go to outer space where being grey is okay and being invisible is the best thing that happens to me.
What a grieve.